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I'll be coming over tomorrow morning, just so you're aware.

....Thank you once more, for letting me stay. |\

...what do you think? What should I do?

...I'll do it then. Better I be in the potential line of fire anyway. ...but I might need your help for a few days afterwards. I'll probably be too exhausted to move.

...I could have avoided it. I took a risk that she wouldn't do it, even if I pressured her. ...obviously, I lost.

...thanks, Umu.

....

Vidya... has been very good to try and put up with me, no matter what I do, until now.

...what do you think would happen to her, if I just let her go?

...like what?

...I don't think I will, but... I'd still like to know.

Was, yes.

...So... I can't really give up on her, even if I wanted to. It'd basically be a death sentence.

...I'm still around. It doesn't seem fair to do that to her.

...think you can help teach her how to behave properly? Obviously I haven't done a very good job thus far.

Once she's off the pills she should get much more to herself. ...I honestly wanted to teach her a bit of a lesson with this... but thanks to the pills I can't really do that after all.

I'll... figure out some way to find and disarm her, then I can tie her up... and probably have Xi take us both to my room, assuming she's not still there.

...I'll probably need you to keep an eye on Vidya, and maybe get food and water for both of us, until I can recover enough to move around... again.

...Sorry, Umu... for having this happen, now of all times.

...thanks, Umu. I'm sure we can all work this out... somehow.

Please just trust me. Vidya... Vidya is really a child trying to live the life of an adult. She just isn't quite ready, and I... forget that sometimes.

She just needs guidance. I've brought her out from much worse.