san_buntai: (Casual Umu - Relaxed)
san_buntai ([personal profile] san_buntai) wrote2007-12-17 08:23 pm

To Erland Eusebius and Vidya Eusebius:

I'll be coming over tomorrow morning, just so you're aware.

....Thank you once more, for letting me stay. |\

Re: [Private with Umu]

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2007-12-18 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
They also suppress emotions and, honestly, rational thought.

...yes. It's very troublesome. ...I WANT to be mad at her, but I can't help but feel this is more my own fault.

...just so you know, helping Vidya will probably involve tying her up until the drug works its way out of her system.

Re: [Private with Umu]

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2007-12-18 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
...what do you think? What should I do?

...I'll do it then. Better I be in the potential line of fire anyway. ...but I might need your help for a few days afterwards. I'll probably be too exhausted to move.

Re: [Private with Umu]

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2007-12-18 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
...I could have avoided it. I took a risk that she wouldn't do it, even if I pressured her. ...obviously, I lost.

...thanks, Umu.

Re: [Private with Umu]

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2007-12-18 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
....

Vidya... has been very good to try and put up with me, no matter what I do, until now.

...what do you think would happen to her, if I just let her go?

Re: [Private with Umu]

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2007-12-18 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
...like what?

...I don't think I will, but... I'd still like to know.

Re: [Private with Umu]

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2007-12-18 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
Was, yes.

...So... I can't really give up on her, even if I wanted to. It'd basically be a death sentence.

Re: [Private with Umu]

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2007-12-18 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
...I'm still around. It doesn't seem fair to do that to her.

Re: [Private with Umu]

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2007-12-18 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
...think you can help teach her how to behave properly? Obviously I haven't done a very good job thus far.

Re: [Private with Umu]

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2007-12-18 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
Once she's off the pills she should get much more to herself. ...I honestly wanted to teach her a bit of a lesson with this... but thanks to the pills I can't really do that after all.

I'll... figure out some way to find and disarm her, then I can tie her up... and probably have Xi take us both to my room, assuming she's not still there.

...I'll probably need you to keep an eye on Vidya, and maybe get food and water for both of us, until I can recover enough to move around... again.

Re: [Private with Umu]

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2007-12-18 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
...Sorry, Umu... for having this happen, now of all times.

Re: [Private with Umu]

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2007-12-18 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
...thanks, Umu. I'm sure we can all work this out... somehow.

Re: [Private with Umu]

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2007-12-18 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
Please just trust me. Vidya... Vidya is really a child trying to live the life of an adult. She just isn't quite ready, and I... forget that sometimes.

She just needs guidance. I've brought her out from much worse.

Re: [Private with Umu]

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2007-12-18 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
...I think it can. Somehow.

...I just hope that it can be done without doing anything to her mind.